Monday, April 27, 2009

Its One Of Those Days

Yep...it's one of those days...

What type of day? It's one of those days where you feel blardy lazy to do anything but just sit back and ogle at emptiness. Well, not emptiness...its just the empty windows that you open up. There are things on those windows...blogs, facebook, wookiepedia (its a Star Wars thing...) and forums...but it still seems empty...

Wonder why...

Maybe it's due to not being able to sleep last night. It was hot, I was sweaty and God knows how I hate sleeping in sweatiness...lol

Or maybe its the jitters that I'm feeling...wedding jitters they call it...I think. I'm excited and at the same time worried. Yeah...I know I know...the girl I'm going to marry is the most beautiful and fantastic girl any guy can ask for...but I still worry...

It's two months to our wedding...

Anything can happen...they say that there will trials and tribulations during that time. It will test the depth of our love and trust.

They say that once we're engaged, both of us must be weary of what will happen around us. What tests that will be sent to us to face.

They say until we are officially married, the hardest of challenges is getting there...

Hmmm....

They say a lot of things don't they...

For me its pretty simple.

I just want to love her.

I just want to marry her.

I just want to live my life with her.

I just want us to go through the remaining of our lives together...

Pretty simple eh?

Thought so...

You see...They say a lot of things...but in the end its up to you to actually be honest to what we want and be honest and true to one another...

Challenges? Yes...we go through it everyday...

Trials and tribulations? Uh huh...part of living...

So?

Back to what I was saying...it's just one of those days...and all I know after the 10th of May...I will be engaged to the most fantastic girl in the galaxy (too much Star Wars lately)...

I would like to share an SMS I sent to her last Saturday...

' I love you sayang...and there isn't a day that I'm thankful for your love towards me...When we're finally married it will be the happiest day of my life and I know for the rest of my life as well. I love you my dear sweet Irina Hariati, the love and life of my heart and soul...'

Well...here we go to the mushy stuffs...but I like it and I want it to stay this way until whenever...

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