Woohoo!!!
Heh...betcha that wasn't the opening some of you might have expected right? Well, its been a long time waiting...
To be honest, there were a lot of ups and downs in my current relationship. (Read the previous postings ya...heh) And there were times that I almost lost her...but thankfully our love for each other is strong and all I can say is I thank God for it...seriously...sometimes I do tend to do foolish things and it does cause me trouble...heh (tell me which guy who doesn't...)
But at least she can see my flaws earlier on rather than later on. I asked her, why does she love me so much...and she said she loves me for my flaws, so when she knows them, she will be able to see my strengths...tell me how can you not love someone who is so honest with her answer...and that someone will be my wife soon...
July...it's just a few months away...
What do I feel?
Excited. Why? Cause I've met the right person that I want to be with. She's adorable and she's fantastic. And to know that before I sleep I can look at her and when I wake up and see her...it will be something that I am looking forward to have. To be able to buy groceries for OUR home, furniture, movie nights and late outings...hari raya shopping, 'fasting' together...it's going to be beautiful...and the best thing is...this year's Hari Raya will be our first as husband and wife!!
Scared. Why? Cause I'm a bit worried if I would be a good husband to her. Will I do the right things as a good husband would do? Will I mess up? Will I say the wrong things? Will I be able to provide food and shelter for her? Will I be able to care for her when she is sick? A lot of worries and questions does pop to mind...but somehow, when I'm with her I feel like I can manage...
So yeah...it's just around the corner and we've just taken our first step...I've bought her the rings for the 'merisik' and the engagement. It was beautiful to actually sat next to her and pick out rings...the feeling was different cause at least we can see it now that its really happening...
July...its just a few months away...
And I can't wait for it to come...
Preparations? It'll be done.
Emotionally prepared? Yes!
Now all I need to do is prep the paperworks and get ready for the big day.
Irina Hariati, I can't wait to be married to you...I want to continue loving you more and more by the day...I don't want it to stop...I want us to be so much in love with one another until whenever...
So if this is corn and cheese...so let it be...heh...
I know I'm in love and I'm getting married!
Signing off for now...
Heh...betcha that wasn't the opening some of you might have expected right? Well, its been a long time waiting...
To be honest, there were a lot of ups and downs in my current relationship. (Read the previous postings ya...heh) And there were times that I almost lost her...but thankfully our love for each other is strong and all I can say is I thank God for it...seriously...sometimes I do tend to do foolish things and it does cause me trouble...heh (tell me which guy who doesn't...)
But at least she can see my flaws earlier on rather than later on. I asked her, why does she love me so much...and she said she loves me for my flaws, so when she knows them, she will be able to see my strengths...tell me how can you not love someone who is so honest with her answer...and that someone will be my wife soon...
July...it's just a few months away...
What do I feel?
Excited. Why? Cause I've met the right person that I want to be with. She's adorable and she's fantastic. And to know that before I sleep I can look at her and when I wake up and see her...it will be something that I am looking forward to have. To be able to buy groceries for OUR home, furniture, movie nights and late outings...hari raya shopping, 'fasting' together...it's going to be beautiful...and the best thing is...this year's Hari Raya will be our first as husband and wife!!
Scared. Why? Cause I'm a bit worried if I would be a good husband to her. Will I do the right things as a good husband would do? Will I mess up? Will I say the wrong things? Will I be able to provide food and shelter for her? Will I be able to care for her when she is sick? A lot of worries and questions does pop to mind...but somehow, when I'm with her I feel like I can manage...
So yeah...it's just around the corner and we've just taken our first step...I've bought her the rings for the 'merisik' and the engagement. It was beautiful to actually sat next to her and pick out rings...the feeling was different cause at least we can see it now that its really happening...
July...its just a few months away...
And I can't wait for it to come...
Preparations? It'll be done.
Emotionally prepared? Yes!
Now all I need to do is prep the paperworks and get ready for the big day.
Irina Hariati, I can't wait to be married to you...I want to continue loving you more and more by the day...I don't want it to stop...I want us to be so much in love with one another until whenever...
So if this is corn and cheese...so let it be...heh...
I know I'm in love and I'm getting married!
Signing off for now...
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